It’s over…

The tears ran slowly down my face as I said goodbye to the love of my life.
As I was sitting on my bed, thinking about what my life would be like without him, the tears flowed like a river has just burst its bank. But it really was my own fault; I lost him through some bad choices and through my own stupidity.
Now I have to pick up the pieces and start all over again, goodness, the mere thought of that makes me sick to my stomach.
If I don’t start dealing with the fact that it is over then I never will.

It is amazing how things can turn so sour by a few poor choices… It really is going to take some time getting used to being on my own… It is time to let go.
I will forever miss you.
Goodbye…